Merry Christmas to all

I'm just SO angry, Christmas this year for me is going to be the worst. It will just be myself and my husband again and no-one else. Why am i the only person who doesn't spend Christmas with family? And the T.V. is just awful!! It's as if i have nothing to but open my gifts that i will not get ANY use out of and cook a huge dinner. I know i sound ungrateful but i think i deserve to be bitter at this time of year when everybody else abandons me. At least i have a giant dinning table so when we have dinner we can sit so far away i like the very old fashioned feel it gives.
I need something to put me in a christmassy mood.

Merry few days to go!!

This must be a quick blog my laptop is about to die i just want to wish you all well over Christmas if on the odd chance i don't get back online. Thank you for reading merry Christmas and a happy new year. :)

Hi everybody

Hi psychotic Anne Boleyn fan!!
Anyway I'm in a really good mood, today was my last day of college for Christmas, and yesterday i passed my psychology exam. And even though i am now in an overdraft with my bank. I feel OK. Well kind of... I'm still bored beyond all understanding and i can't help but want to play Simpson's hit and run. My back hurts, my ears hurt, EVERYTHING hurts and I'm cold. I only have storage heaters in my flat so that is obviously not very good. And where they were built in, Pointless even putting them on. If you know what storage heaters are you'll understand, if you don't you're very lucky. I need to find a way to make money. I'm sick of not being able to fund my living habit. Anyway if you're reading this please comment and give me a topic to speak, rant or just babble on about.
Thanks for reading :)

My Execution Speech

Good people of Scotland, I have come here to die.

I will not beg forgiveness, for i have done nothing wrong.

The law has judged me, and so i take my leave of this world.

I beg you pray for my soul.

And the king have long reign over you all.

Possible final speech for my character in a book i am working on.

I know it's awful just now but it's only the first draught.

Thanks for reading.

Anne Boleyn - I'm still not over it

In many of my rants elsewhere i bring up how people can't stand how Anne Boleyn is portrayed in the other Boleyn girl book and movie and it is always compared with the Tudors t.v. show. Honestly STILL there is no escaping it. People either think Anne was amazing, I'm one of them she is my hero. But people still think that she is a whore. Who the hell are they to say that? Anne Boleyn lived hundreds of years ago, No-one can be sure what she was really like. What is clear is that she loved Henry. Part of what she done may have been for the royal position but in that position she was able to do great things. I think people who hate her have been put aside for a younger model such as what happened to Katherine of Aragon. I do feel sorry for what happened to Katherine, she clearly loved Henry as well... There was a LOT of him to love. But what people don't often know is that behind all the beheading and reformations, Henry was still a man, he still fell in love like everyone else does. I believed he loved all of his wives if only for a short time. But i believe that Anne Boleyn kept a place in his heart above the others, after all she gave him the child who was the greatest queen England ever had.
Please comment, or give me some feedback. Thanks for reading.

I'm finally inspired to blog again.

I found out how to see how many page views I've had. (I am not so good with computers) And the fact that anyone has looked on my page is awesome. You're awesome, all of you. If you're reading this then I'm happy. If you accidental clicked on this page. How would i know either way. I think i need to change the font. I can't even read it, but my eyesight is terrible. So anyway Christmas is coming. I'm not really exited it's sad. My family never come up to see me and I'm only four minuets away. But that being the case i need to look on the bright side... Can't find one. Crap my mind has went blank again. If you'd like to read about anything on here through my opinion please feel free to comment and i will get onto it as quickly as possible. I'm a full time student, but i work online part time so i should get it. Anyway thanks for reading. :)

First ever

Today i got my pointe shoes and for the first time ever trying them on, i was up on pointe. Yay what an achievment, i'm very proud of myself. But i may as well be telling this to my husband while he's on the X-box haha just kidding.
TTFN xoxo

Bullying - i hope this helps

Advice from when i was in school, albeit that was 5 years ago but that doesn't mean i don't still get names shouted at me when i walk around my town.
In School I'd suggest ignoring it if that doesn't work then laugh at it. If you can laugh at yourself they may call you a freak but they'll notice they're not having the intended effect.
Ignoring it isn't as easy, i got it off everyone even my friends. Looking back now it is far too obvious they weren't my friends, all i wanted was to be liked. Being a teenager is hard enough. Trying to figure out who you are and everywhere you look there is pressure to be different.
My turning point was the start of my 3rd year of high school, i dyed my hair black and started dressing like a goth - may sound depressing - I was also really into Evanescence. I wouldn't speak to teachers about it that only makes it worse. I was wanting to be a teacher so i could advise students in bullying situations with my own experience and advice. When i turned "goth" it made me happy. Odd i know a happy goth. It was awful before that, i couldn't tell anyone because i honestly thought I'd get laughed at and that it was my fault. My mum went through the same thing when she was in high school, her transforming point was punk. Anyway i don't want anyone having to deal with that i know it happens everyday, and the thought of my little brothers going through it fills me with rage. I would cry myself to sleep every night because it was so soul destroying.
I feel like I've just had a big rant but if you've read this and you need someone to talk to I'd be very happy to  help in any way i can. Be happy with yourself and keep remembering how awesome you are, after all that's why people bully, they don't like that they're not like you.
I truly  hope this helps, please comment, if this has helped I'd be glad to know.

Thanks for looking

First blog... ever so any constructive criticism would be appreciated.
I've not read many blogs outside of my college's collection, and that's not alot.
I've started this to keep up my writing skills and to get my thoughts out of my head I've got alot of subjects I'd like to cover. But in this -instead of just putting it on my profile- I'll tell you a little bit about me. If you've read this far you deserve it. I'm Angela Victoria Work Ferguson, 21 years old and married. I'm obsessed with the Tudor era, Anne Boleyn in particular, she was just amazing. If you disagree that's your opinion. I'm really into ballet, only starting at this age, because i didn't get the chance to do it when i was younger. But I've done yoga my whole life so i don't need to hear the dangers of going on pointe too soon. Well thanks for reading, I'm really tired now it took me ages to figure out how to get the settings on this sorted. Thanks Bye .x.